The moment of waiting

This morning i read one of my favorite blog, Axioo. It's about an astonishing bride-to-be.
And what amazed me was this line "The moment of waiting is worth capturing,"
Yes, it is.
So often, many of us wants to find our true love soon, very soon that we forget to enjoy our waiting moment.
Couple days ago, as i look at the faces I've known, the faces I love, I say to myself, I'm gonna miss this moment.
Being with friends, surrounded by people I love, makes me wonder if things are gonna stay the same as time goes by.
And just today, after one tiring evening, I see the faces of people I've worked with, the laughter we shared, the teases we say, it's all worth.
It really is.
I'm only 18, I have a long journey ahead. I don't really know when I am gonna meet my true love, or where life will take me.
But, love, take your time, life, prepare myself to be ready.
Because I am enjoying this moment.
Girls out there. Don't rush.
Enjoy your moment.
One day you will be wearing that astonishing white dress, with the man of your dream,
and looking back, make sure it's all worth.
Make the waiting phase fun enough.
Because one day, you'll wake up to the man you love, and the kids who's still sleeping on one beautiful rainy day, and you might remember, the time of your youth.
Make sure, you don't regret it at all.
Make sure, you'll look back with happy tears all over your face.
And make sure, that looking at your man and your incredible kids, you'll smile and say, Thanks Lord, it's all worth the wait.
Ecclesiates 3:11
He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end.
Have a blessed sunday.

Thank You Lord

This night's fellowship has been such a blessing to me. Thank you guys.
The theme was "Waiting for God's answer"
Waiting, Who in the world loves to wait? NO one, rite?
For example, you may ask for a soul-mate, but God said "wait," and there's no certainty about how long we do have to wait, we will be pissed.
No kidding.
But in life you sometimes have to wait. Because if you rush into something, you won't appreciate it.
Wait patiently, God is doing you.
God is preparing you to fit in the circumstances that you always want.
A little sharing,
Right now I am officially a crew at Fairytale Organizer, and I'm proud to be one of the crew.
And i really Thank GOD for that.
2 years ago, this was just a dream.
2 years ago, I want to join an event organizer, but they all rejects me.
I'm not good enough, or so I thought.
But now here I am, having my wish fulfilled.
And looking back, seeing what God is doing with my life,
and seeing me now, it's all worth the wait.
Sure, I'm not as good as I think I am.
I'm ordinary.
But my life has been extraordinarily blessed.
Everyone that comes in to my life, or even go, has been such a blessing to me.
Thanks for everything, Lord.

A little something about love

I have my own definition of true love, you know.
For me, true love doesn't lie in sweet text messages or sweet phone calls, or how many times a day that you tell me I am beautiful.
Long meaningful text? If it was that meaningful, why don't you say it in person? remember guys, we, not only girls, but also guys, believe in action.
Sometimes the purest love lies in some jokes, teases, and pranks, it is not when you tell me that I am beautiful, but when you make me feel that I am.
When you choose me over those other prettier girls.
The feeling I get when i got your text message.
and I don't recognize you at all, for we're friends.
The luck feeling.

I want to have someone who can make me feel thankful for all the time.
Who can make me smile over his ridiculous action.
One who shows his true color.
What are pretty words after all?
It's just words.

After my first heart break, it feels.. hard to fall again.
Especially after this very nice guy, it's just hard.
And I miss those feeling.
Is there any ice built in my soul?

And if i put walls up, is there anyone who cares to break them down?

To my dear friend...

Dear girl,

don't worry about your life, or your future,for God has a big plan ahead for you.

Don't worry about your flaws, God made you that way.

Someday, when you are feeling down, and I can't be around, close your eyes, and take a peaceful moment. Just a moment, to come to His presence.

Maybe feel the breeze of the wind,

or listen to the sound of the chirping bird.

Or just to say thanks, to the life you are given.

When life brings you down, look at the end of the street.

He's there, waiting for you with an open arms, waiting for you to run unto him.

He'll comforts you, more than you mother ever could.

I must admit, i can't always be around.

But if you ever need a helping hand, God is there. Just remember that.

Love is...Unselfish

You know, this is just one of those cliche quotes about love.

But have you ever really think that love is unselfish?

Love is unselfish, which is mean that you put your lover's need above you, you don't push him to what you want to make you happy.

Love is unselfish, which means that you choose to understand his needs, you choose to be busier than you ever was for him. Yeah, busy i say. Loving someone is sometimes troublesome.

We are human. We are all selfish. I must admit that i am very selfish. I only think about me and me.

But let's repeat this phrase again, for, maybe a thousand times in this article.

If you want to love someone, you should think of him more than you think about yourself.

That even on your busiest day, you are willing to make time in your precious lunch-time to call. To check on him, making sure if he's alright.

And when you get married (to me this is a great sacrifice, a proof that love is unselfish) we, as a woman, have to give up some dreams that haven't come true.

That you give your all to him.

That you have faith in him.

That you can see yourself with some broken dreams, but still manage to smile. Because you know, in the end, even if you don't run a huge company, or being such a career lady, it's all worth it. That you are willing to be the woman behind all your husband's successes.

Girls, let's imagine us, in a homey home, snuggling with 3 wonderful kids, while your husband runs a huge company, which was one of your dreams.

If you are willing to do that, then you are a great person.

Singles, let's examine ourselves.

Love is unselfish, are you willing to make time for your mate? Or let go some dreams that have not come true to stay home, do dishes, raising kids?

When you are willing to, with a sincere heart, love will find you.

Be blessed.

Need or willing to?

You know, there's a difference between these two things, huge one.

If you need to be loved, then like most people, you will be with someone because you feel the need of love and care from someone else.

But if you are willing to love, it will be because you are willing to share your life with someone, that you are ready to be with someone whom you care and cares about you. And the most important thing is, that you are ready for commitment.

Most people wonders, why do I stay single?

and i just smile, mostly.

It is because I'm not ready, and i don't need to be loved by someone, I have all the love I needed.

But I want to.

I want to love and be loved, just, not now.

Sometimes I feel the rush of jealousy running through my veins.

How dare people have someone to be with on the weekend?

While here I am, having a relationship with my activities.

But then, why rush? There are so many couples that are stuck in an unhappy relationship, just because they need to be loved.

At first it felt sweet, having someone around.

But then, when the difficulties come, when this relationships that based on "need-to-be-loved" comes to an end, there will be a lot of tears and 2 broken hearts.

Yes, girls, not every love story has a happy ending. But you can always learn something.

My tips, for all the singles, who are waiting for the right guy, don't just jump into the first man who come around and show you a lil' attention. Wait. Patiently.

Don't make someone to be the reason of your happiness, because when they're gone, you are left with nothing.

Trust me, if you feel the need of having someone around you, you don't.

And it is totally different, if you choose to love someone sincerely, because you are willing to, it feels different. Really.

So why rush? Why not wait for God's greatest gift?

Love when your heart is ready, not when you are lonely.

Be blessed!

Lucky you!

And lucky you, dear future-sister-in-law!

You know why? Because my big brother loves you for the way you are.

He loves your curves, your flaws, he loves everything about you.

He loves you even on your darkest day.

And I must say, you're a real woman, therefore you are hard to catch.

I remember when he was on the 'chasing you' time, he told me something sweet about you that makes me wonder, if the man who is meant to be with me will do the same as my big brother did.

"She asked me, v, "Why do you like me?" and i answered, "Because you give me the chance to worry about you, to buy you food, to care about you," and when i asked, "isn't it troublesome?" and he said, girl, you really need to learn about sincerity, when you love someone, it is not a duty, but an honor to me."

And darn!

All those things he said to me about you, i pull a conclusion that you really are a very lucky girl.

You really are.

I wish you a great future, both of you.

There you are!

Do you know, we are all searching for the one who can complete us.
And those who have found one are happen to be so happy, but they have to struggle to keep them too.
For those who haven't find the one yet, don't worry.
God is busy writing your love story.
Or He's busy doing your perfect mate, He's preparing your mate to be perfect for you.
For me, he doesn't have to be that handsome, or that rich,
and i also don't need to be protected, or to be told when to eat, when to sleep,
i don't need a stalker.
What I need is someone super awesome, that can stand me, and accept my weaknesses.
Someone busier than I am, but always make his time for me.
Someone i can run to when i cry, and someone i can trust with all my heart.
One who listen,
one who'll hold me in my weakest day.
He doesn't ask what is wrong, he'll just do it, he'll just hold me.
One who doesn't ask for my permission to pick me up, but do it straightly.
No, he doesn't need to put a sticker I love (my name) in his car,
He proves that he does.
not the all talk man,
but the man everyone talks about because of his good deeds.
A gentleman.
And is that too much? no.
When i have my own son, I'll raise him to be this kind of man.
You know, when i find him, the man God has prepared for me, I will say, There you are, I've been waiting for you.
And if he asks, is it long?
I'll say, it is, but you're worth the wait.

Some wishes, a lot of work, and a lot of prayer

I guess, that's what it takes to be where i am now.
2 years ago, I was only 16. I was only a little girl, who knows nothing about world.
It's not that I know something now.
It's just, looking at myself now, and then looking back, and realizing how far I've come, I am more than thankful.
Really. I was a 'nobody' and now, well not quite a somebody, but i'm proud of me and who I have become. I really do.
And all of this won't happen without the grace of my God, the loving and supportive parents God has given to me, the caring Grams and the funny auntie and uncle.
Let's not forget another God's greatest gift, the friends. My life have been blessed since the day i know them.

This Blog is made out of love, and to thank all aspect of my life that makes me who i am today.